Sometimes…

 Sometimes…

  ..there are times when I want to write here, but I don’t want anyone to read this.  I just need to vent.

  …I love people to read what I write.

  ..life seems just to complicated.  Life seems many more times complicated than before computers.

  …it is nice to have personal computers for connecting with family and friends…AND WHO DOESN’T LOVE FINDING A GREAT SPINACH ARTICHOKE DIP RECIPE?

  ..people seem so cruel and heartless.  People seem to not care about others in their community.  If they are not directly affected their empathy is nil.

  …there people who go out of the way to serve others, food banks, etc.  What a gray world it would be without those who serve others with their time.

  ..those we love the most are the very ones who is hardest with which to communicate.

  …those we love who will be with us to the end.  

  .. I have nobody to talk with.  The sad thing is nobody is just willing to listen.  

  …I do have people who will listen, but it’s me who can’t explain myself well enough.

  ..even at my age, I don’t know the answers to life’s problems.

  …I really DO know all the answers!  Just ask my kids.  They will tell you that I never fail to tell just how the cow ate the cabbage.  

  ..my heart gets hurt.  Things bother me more than anyone knows, but as an older adult, I have to suck it up as my dad told me.

  ... I have a hard heart. I hope that I am not empathetic when my heart turns hard.

SOMETIMES life can get crazy.  SOMETIMES we don’t understand.  SOMETIMES people disappoint us.  

SOMETIMES WE JUST NEED TO POINT THE FINGER AT OURSELVES.  

MAYBE I AM THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO REASSESS MY LIFE.  MAYBE I NEED A RESET❣️

I love you.