For some reason I am drawn to my blog today. My heart is heavy and I don't know what is going to happen because everything for now is in the future. Right now I have no control over the situation even though that is exactly what I want to do. It is in my nature to make things right RIGHT now. I have little patience, but at this juncture, that is what I have to have. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to call the shots. So with a heavy heart, I have asked Jesus to just take control. I feel at some ease knowing that He is listening to me even though I might not believe it at a particular moment. I just have these little snippets of ease - they come and go - but I know that God is on His throne and even though I don't know what is going on or why, He still loves me and my family and my loved ones.
I pray for peace and health for my loved ones. I pray for a miracle. I pray for strength for everyone that is involved. As strange as it seems, putting my thoughts down helps me. I am so thankful to God that he is there for us. I am thankful that He has given me people who love us and that are praying. God, please bless us all. One day at a time..........
I love you
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